Finally!

Finally finished the very last edit. The book is complete, just waiting on the improvements to the cover. Next, volume 2. There's nothing in this World that I want more than this to flourish. I will start looking for people that's willing to review my book. Where shall a girl start. EXCITED!!

I may not win the battle but I will win the war

I see myself as a person that has been through a lot. I've been through my share of trials and tribulations but I still stand on my own two. When I no longer have the strength to fight I see myself being guided by one of my many angels. Their wings guide me, their halo protects me, and the grace they have is within me. I say that to say... Although we are too tired to fight there is something stronger that will guide us through whatever we can't handle alone. #rehabtime

A little something

Starting in the back woods of Shubuta Mississippi a killer was born, a methodical thinker to say the least. What happens when he escapes the grips of his abusive drunken father and goes out to face the World? Ryan Matters is a normal teenager, well that's how the people of Shubuta see him. Inside he's an evil and reckless young man that preys on anyone and anything he can get his hands on. Growing up in an unstable household after his mother abandoned him and his father. Who knows what her thoughts were, was it because she could no longer deal with the ways of her husband, did she realize she gave birth to a killer, or was she murdered by the son she spun? Ryan's not your average murderer, he's a thinker, over analyze then analyze again, reconstruct the scene before it happens in his mind, and educate himself on not being caught. Will this one day catch up to him? How many bodies will it take to bring this young serial killer to justice before the storyline finishes, before the bodies count rises, but remember, he's just getting started. 

Life

My ADD often kicks in and has it's way with me. I started so many projects and I haven't finished one. People who say they don't believe in ADD and other mind altering diseases don't have the ability to think outside of their box, out of their own little World. This isn't a rant or a person going off the deep end. I'm a realist, I'm human and not perfect. I'm not a person that wants everyone to believe my life is always perfect because I'm human and plan to act as such. I guess I'm trying to say, I want people to know the real me, not someone that writes books or does music or writing someone's speech. I don't want to be a character like those I make up, I just want to be me. Human......

Well, I wanted to just put something out there. Back to the lab again. 

A break that I had to take.

My study time has been completed and now back to work. There are times I have to put things on hold (like my release of my book) to get other things done that needs to be taken care of. As much as I would love to put my all into this release, I'm still a human with a life to live and business to handle. Getting this book finally completed and the website up is now my only priority at the moment and it will be a quest I shall conquer. 

Writing is hard work when there's so many other things on one's agenda. Hopefully, one day the only thing on my To-Do list is to wrote, edited, and create. 

Golden Star

I look at myself as a golden star, one of a kind. With a mind that scares some and comfort others. Can't keep a star down because let's be honest, I light the sky.... 

Special

There's a lot of things we do on the daily. There's a lot of people we can make smile just by a mere gesture but most people don't, for whatever reason. If you can't deal with the heat from your doings, don't do it. A small gesture is worth the heat.

Life is too short to allow it to pass by, make someone smile even if you have to smile when you don't want too.