Monday, January 25, 2016

Part 5

Part 5

I woke up bright an early ready to start my day. When I went to stand my private area was hurting me so bad that it brought me to my knees and I started to cry. Two of the nurses came in to see what was wrong, when I told them about my private area hurting, one put me back in the bed, and the other called for a Doctor. Within minutes, a Doctor was there to examine my charts, and told me that he needed to take a look. I curled up in a ball, knees to my chest,  screaming for help. I didn't know this man and although he spoke to the nurses and wore a white coat, I still didn't feel safe. The one nurse that got me back into bed came to talk to me, I told her that I wanted a female Doctor because he scares me. She let off a smile and told me she'll find me a female Doctor and not to worry.

There's arguing right outside my door, that male Doctor came back but this time want alone. He had two other men in all white, one with a needle filled with something. They started to grab me, I fought, I kicked, I bit, I even grabbed twist and pulled whatever parts of their bodies I could. By this time there was one down, two to go. I went to swing with my right arm but it was caught mid air and tied down to the bed. I start kicking my legs and using the only arm I had left. My strength started to weaken, my limbs felt heavy, glancing over to my right, the one man in all white was still laying on the floor while the other was extracting the needle out of my arm. I saw the nurse that said she would help me at my feet.

"You were supposed to protect me. You promised." I mentioned right before I faded out.

All white room, strapped down to a bed, and I couldn't move, let alone speak. I tried and tried to move but these leather straps were so tight I couldn't move an inch is I tried. Laying there looking at the ceiling for hours, going in and out of sleep, the door finally opens. A woman entered with a tray of little cups and water. She was also a nurse but a different kind. She had on all white like those two guys and an old school nursing hat. You know the ones they use in a television show and they're  caring for the mentally challenged. As soon as that thought finished, my eyes widened, as she's shoving these pills down my thought. They think I'm crazy,  but why? I didn't do anything wrong. Maybe because I turned in my family, or because I wanted a female Doctor. Am I dreaming? The medication is having its way with me and all of my thoughts and fears start to dissipate.

I don't know how long I've been in this room, but I do know that my heart starts to race when the nurse comes in with my medication. It's like I'm happy about taking them, because it makes me feel good, it takes me out of this horrible nightmare I've been in and I'm no longer afraid.

At some point I was removed from that room with the restraints and white walls but I can't say when for sure. I've been moved to a room with a regular bed, cream walls, and no restraints. A female Doctor comes in to talk to me saying that they had to sedate me because I was so out of control when the other Doctor was trying to check me out because of the pain I stated in had.  When she asked me about it, I told her that I don't remember anything but wanted to know when I would get my medication. She told me that I'll no longer be on meds because I've been doing great for the past year.

"Year?! I've been in here for a year?" I yelled out.

"Yes, I'm sorry. I was just brought into this hospital a few months ago. When I saw your file I did everything I could to get you out of there, you didn't deserve to be in there. Well, that's how I felt; but the good news is that you get to go home." The Doctor said with a smile.

"Not with my parents right? They're the reason I'm here, they raped and tortured me."

"I apologize, I should've said your foster home. I thought you at least stayed with them before this all happened."

"No Ma'am, I've been here since the morning I walked into the emergency room."

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