Part 11

Part 11

We had a great time out, the four of us laughed, and enjoyed each other's company; which is something different and new for Matt and I. Driving down the road, heading back to the house we see a bunch of police cars, and several tow trucks by the lake where we dumped Mike and his Nova. There's no way they found him that fast, the lake would've froze back up by now. I looked in the rear view mirror at Matt and he didn't seem concerned at all. I pulled over and asked the police what happened, he stated that someone was in an accident, and when they swerved they ended up in the lake. I told him that I hope they're okay, he stated they were able to get them out, and the family of six is doing fine. He stated to be careful because the snow is covered with ice and the roads are pretty dangerous. I tilted my head to him and drove slowly the rest of the way home.

Jackie and I showered together, got in bed, and dozed off into a nice sleep. The next morning I woke up pretty early, decided to return the favor, and make her breakfast in bed. There's not a woman in the World that can resist a man that shows them a great time and hold them all night. Although my arm was sore and half dead by the time I woke up, it was still a great feeling. When I arrived back to my bedroom she was still knocked out, I placed the tray of food on the dresser, climbed up under the sheets, and started to please her. The moans that came from this woman was like music to my ears and I didn't want to stop. I held her legs tight so she couldn't run and went in on her like a fat kid on an ice cream cone. After her fifth, she gave in and pleaded for me to stop. Climbing up the side of her, she grabbed my face to kiss my wet lips.

"I know it's considered too soon but I'm falling for you Ryan."

Laying there totally speechless, all I could do is smile, which seemed to upset her. I explained that I don't fall in love easily because of my past. That I just recently lost my son and granddaughter so my heart isn't in the position to fully love someone but if she stuck around, we can always see where it goes. Immediately she got out of the bed, took a shower, got dressed, and walked out without saying a word. I heard her in the hallway calling for Rebecca, telling her that she needed to leave. Not too much time past before I heard the front door slam and a car start. My door opens and there stood Matt, pissed to no end.

"What the fuck did you do?"

"I couldn't tell her I loved her."

"Damn bro, she acted premature on that one. Oh, breakfast."

We sat on the edge of the bed eating the breakfast I made for Jackie and I. Matt understood my pain, because he's lost a lot as well. I know that my heart isn't ready and I didn't want to lead her on. What type of grown man would take advantage of a woman's heart? Not this guy, not now, not ever. It may sound corny but after Kate, I refuse to give anyone an illusion of something that isn't true. That's the only good part about me and I won't compromise that for a easy piece of ass.

Everything for the most part has been pretty boring these last few months, so we decided to move back into our home in Lansdowne Pennsylvania to get our blood flowing again. That's when everything took a drastic turn and it wasn't for the best. Shit really hit the fan but if you know us, you know I have everything under control while Matt converted back to his old ways, and screwing up everything. I should've known it wasn't going to last long.